introductions

hi,
I am April I was not born a women but feel I am a women and have felt that way since I was 8 years old. I knew then I was a girl I liked all the things girls did but had to do boy things. To people who have never felt this way it seems icky and wrong but to me it was harder to be what I was supposed to be than they can imagine. I was girl pretending to be a boy my whole life. that being said welcome to my blog I am going to start at the very beginning (well duh right!) my next entry I will talk about thte day I first realized I was very differnt from everyone else.